so i just had to try out a journal with themes .. that is about all

o and prob no new art for a while, unless i get creative again ... but thats mostly when im really stressed, and i kinda am right now so u never [hahahaha i almost spelled it 'knever'] kno... xD

anyhooos
my life is boring lately
cramming in college essays
finishing Intel essay
writing a poem for reflections maybe?
finishing my EXTENDED ESSAY.... on psychology that i need more sources for
and many more

i have compiled an interesting list of books to read seconds semester.. currently making a list of 'to do's
dont think i will totally ignore schoolwork, just less stress ukno? like i'd prob be motivated to study more when i have time... and do less hw

something interesting in math is how when i did almost no hw this chapter i did significantly better on the test... i got 100 >.> and like mostly bc i was angry when i took it .. HA... i do wayyy better on tests when i feel angry. and i was particularly angry that day if i remember correctly.

note mood... agony.. tis bc of
-HW
-COLLEGE APPS
-MORE HW
-TESTS
[can all be summed up in by the word 'school']
and
-RETAINERS
zomggggoshhhh they hurt like.... alsdjfasdfjlsdf;;;; no other. one way to describe it. [since i havent put them on in a while.. kinda 'forgot' it at home during govschool and stuff.. purposely didnt wear it for like almost a year] k got a way to describe it.. when i take it out, i can feel EACH and EVERY heartbeat on my gums/mouth/teeth ... area. and they hurt.. like pangs of a little bug drilling into the nerves at the roots >.>

k gtg do more hw now
write later maybe...
i have an lj now hahhahahahaa... but mostly for browsing other ppl stuff